This is the first time in my life I truly believe in SAD- Seasonal Affective Disorder. I think it may be a whole combination of factors, but I am in a huge funk, and think the only thing that is going to help is some warm sun.
I thought my trip to Cali would do it, but a lack of sun didn't help matters, and seeing my friends made me miss them all that much more.
Rant on:
-I think my management company has turned the heat of the building off/on low. I wake up with frozen fingers/nose. This does not help with my desire to get out of bed. Ditto with lack of hot water.
-I want it to be sunny before 7am so I can run. In the morning. Outside.
-I'm sick of the treadmill.
-My gym smells
-My head hurts
-I am CONSTANTLY tired (even only after running 2/x last week for a whopping 8 miles)
-I hate my hair right now. ha
off.
I also think the fact that I basically missed two months of winter last year with my trip to India/Africa is contributing. I am trying to keep my head up and get back into a groove, and look forward to a few things I have coming up, including a trip home and a trip to Miami for work (play), then it will be APRIL!! Spring!