This is the first time in my life I truly believe in SAD- Seasonal Affective Disorder. I think it may be a whole combination of factors, but I am in a huge funk, and think the only thing that is going to help is some warm sun.
I thought my trip to Cali would do it, but a lack of sun didn't help matters, and seeing my friends made me miss them all that much more.
Rant on:
-I think my management company has turned the heat of the building off/on low. I wake up with frozen fingers/nose. This does not help with my desire to get out of bed. Ditto with lack of hot water.
-I want it to be sunny before 7am so I can run. In the morning. Outside.
-I'm sick of the treadmill.
-My gym smells
-My head hurts
-I am CONSTANTLY tired (even only after running 2/x last week for a whopping 8 miles)
-I hate my hair right now. ha
off.
I also think the fact that I basically missed two months of winter last year with my trip to India/Africa is contributing. I am trying to keep my head up and get back into a groove, and look forward to a few things I have coming up, including a trip home and a trip to Miami for work (play), then it will be APRIL!! Spring!
Spring, spring, spring. I'm sending you some :)
ReplyDeleteI hope it gets nice and warm and sunny there soon. Both you and my sister sound miserable. the cold won't last forever.
ReplyDeleteIt never makes me happy that someone has to deal with it, but it makes me feel better when other people realize just how real SAD is.
ReplyDeleteI'm with ya. BIG time. Not long now.